Monday, September 15, 2008

Now is the....fall...of my discontent

A lot has happened in the six weeks since I updated my blog last. And ya, it's not exactly fall yet with a high today of 83 degrees, but I am "discontent", or maybe, content but unhappy. If you think about it long enough, it's not nearly as oxymoronic as it sounds.

The happy news first:

The second little munchkin showed up to the party on August 19th, perfectly perfect and adorable, praise Jesus, the Mexican guy at the corner store; they make the best tamales, you kniow?

But seriously, the name is eventually settled on was Jensen Noah Riley, figuring that if he hated his name when he grew up, he'd have two other perfectly good names to go by if he chooses. He's just shy of a month old now and I love holding him and just spending time with him and being his dad. I know I forgot how small Chaz was, now that he's a terror ;)

In fact, Chaz did the cutest thing about a week ago. I had a friend staying with me, and we decided to pop in a Justin Timberlake DVD I bought and never watched. Well, in the begginning of the concert Justin started beat boxing and I was imitating him (for some reason, whenever I hear beatboxing, I have to join in) and Chaz started trying to imitate me, hahaha We were laughing so hard!

I swear, Chaz will probably grow up to the gay and one of his "roots" will be watching the JT DVD with Daddy, hahaha


The bakery is still going really well. I've even had a band play there one night (which went really) well and have plans for a second night soon with a different band. I also have scored two other corporate accounts, which means $ for me, which is, of course, always good.


Now the news I've been leaving till last. Not too long ago I found out that Mike was cheating on me. I'm not gonna bother to write tons about it, and bearly anyone reads this blog and comments, and all of my friends already know, but suffice it to say, I kicked him out and ended it for good.

He's a pig-fucking thundercunt, but whatever, I'm dealing.

But I guess Forrest Gump was right, Life really is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get.

So I'm single now, and plan to stay that way for a while. Truthfully, the idea of beginning to date again makes me sick to my stomach.

We shall see what happens. In any case, I know that with my kids and my business, I am really lucky and so shouldn;t stay down in the dumps about Mike for too long.

I'll try to update this more often. Try.


Danny C said...

I'm leaving a creepy comment.


David Ray said...

What the hell, dude? I'm reading about how you and your kid are beatboxing along with JT and I'm smiling, then I'm reading about how good things go in your business and then...oops! I read that your boyfriend (husband?)cheated on you. That was kinda sudden!

(If this message runs for miles, I apologize.)

First of all, your ex is an idiot. And you guys are dealing with children as well here. He could have thought of them at least. But I feel you -completely. My boyfriend was cheating on me back in 2005 but I've forgiven him and we're still together. The circumstances are different for you though. I'm not saying that you should forgive him or accept him back if he feels guilty -but at least listen to his side of the story. I hope you guys get past this...but if you don't I'm betting my left hand(not the right one -I need it!)that there are tens of men out there waiting for you, buddy.

(Sorry for all the yapping again! I can't help myself really! And update your blog more often, dammit!)

Anomaly said...

Sorry to hear about your Ex.

You sure love that JT DVD tho!